Rachael Lynn

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2007-11-19T22:30:00

2007-11-20T03:32:15Z

Randy Orton annoys my life.
At least Shawn got the Sharpshooter in.

I hate school.
I hate people at school.
I love Avenged Sevenfold.
I love our dances for Fraser Singers =]
I cant wait to go to San Diego.
I'm mad that Matt got hurt =[
I might have to riot against MVP.

Rawr.
WHERE IS JERICHO?!?!?!

LAME LAME LAME

2007-11-12T22:21:41Z

Lame Lame Lame.
Why is high school (and people at high school) so lame?
ITs things like that, that make me excited to leave.

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2007-11-10T20:04:00

2007-11-11T01:16:32Z

Last night was the greatest night of my life.
We waited in the 3 block long line for a while. Camille high fived random people.
When we got in, I went directly to the merch stands. I got 2 A7X shirts, The Confession CD and Operator CD.
Then we went and sat down.
Black Tide was really good. The bassist was pretty sexy too =]
The Confession was AMAZING!!! I knew they would be. =]
Operator was fucking BAD ASS!!! Totally in love with that band.
They put on such a great show.
And then once Operator was done we went and met the guys from The Confession and I got a picture with the lead singer and the guitarist. The whole band signed my CD booklet =]
Then we went and waited for Avenged Sevenfold.
And they finally came out and I think I creamed my pants =]
They played Critical Acclaim, Beast and The Harlot, Almost Easy, I wont see you tonight Part 1, Afterlife, Burn It Down, Scream, Bat Country, Remenissions, and they closed the show with Sieze the Day and Unholy Confessions.
They mightve played more, but those are the ones I remembered they played.
Matt dropped the microphone in the middle of I won't See you... on purpose. then it didnt work right throughout the rest of the song, and when he went to go get a new one Syn didnt know what to talk about so he said that it was Johnny's birthday and he finally turned 13. =] Then when Matt came back he goes "M.Shadows dropped the fucking microphone. What a fucking douche bag." lmao.
It was a great night.
I wanted to stay after and try and meet the guys, but my mom was our ride and shes sick so she wanted to leave cuz it was raining.
my neck hurts from Headbanging and I cant look down now =] lol

I had to work today. ew.

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2007-11-08T15:06:00

2007-11-08T20:09:00Z

OH SHIT GUYS!!!
AVENGED SEVENFOLD TOMORROW!!!
This time tomorrow, I'll be driving up to the Fillmore
I'm so excited!!!
Can't WAIT!!!
The only bad thing is, I'll miss Smackdown.
=[
Oh well. Small price to pay to stand in the same room as A7X though, I guess.

I just Can't wait. =]

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2007-10-29T22:50:00

2007-10-30T02:56:51Z

Some people just make me sick.
Guys that are pigs for instance.
Just because she got HUGE implants doesn't make her that amazing.
I think they make her look even more like a cheap whore than she already did.
But then again thats the point isnt it?
To get the boys watching.
She can't wrestle.
Hell, all but maybe two of those girls can't wrestle.
It makes me sick.
I didn't like Lita, and I didn't always like Trish, but at least they could WRESTLE.
Why does it always have to be that way?
Looks over Talent?
It disgusts me.
I don't even know how to describe the feeling I have when I see most of them.
God, It just frustrates me.
I can't even talk about it anymore.

I wish it was Friday.
I wanna see Matt.

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2007-10-17T21:15:00

2007-10-18T01:20:35Z

So Jeff dunham is the greatest thing ever.
Just so you know.

Knock Knock.
Who's there?
Me! I kill you =]

LAWLS

OMG im freaking out so bad.
Apparently theres this new sickness thats killed 18K people.
and its supposed to kill more people than AIDs
And I guess its really easy to get.
And I'm scared. I dont wanna die.

Another thing (If I dont die) I have no idea what I'm doing for college.
I dont know where Im going or what I''m gonna major in.
and Im getting super stressed out.

On a good note.
I got a job interview on Friday =]
Its only for McDonalds, but at least its a job
Rawr.

Uhm..I guess thats it...

Broken hearts heal when the pain is gone.

2007-10-17T00:50:42Z

LAWLS LAWLS LAWLS!!!!
Well I coulda told ya that!
Whys everyone "in love" with him?
Lol.

You believed in the words he spoke and the love she said she had
But leaving this and starting over doesn't sound that bad
And he won't care if it ends this way, but you want him to know
Wasted dreams and a broken heart are all you've have to show

Teenage heartbreak nothing hurts so bad
Than remembering everything you had
Teenage heartbreaks never last that long
Broken hearts heal when the pain is gone

You may cry until it seems you've no more tears to give
And it may feel like you have no one and no reason to live
But God wants more for the life you lead and for everything you share
Guys and girls may break your heart but He'll always be there

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2007-05-26T11:36:00

2007-05-26T15:43:23Z

My knees weakened.
Nearly sinking to the floor,
I tried to calm my racing heart.
How could any one person make me feel that vulnerable?
That unsteady?
No one has ever effected me that way.
No one.
Not even the Hardys shook me up that bad when I met them.
So how is it that this one person
could make me shake uncontorllably?
Barely controling my speedy heart and my shaking legs, I walked away, laughing as I went.
Not looking back,
keeping my promise to myself that I would not look like a fool this time around.
I walked away,
hoping to never feel that was about him again.
Refusing to reduce myself to a puddle of lust.
Refusing to be used or humiliated.
I walked away,
hoping not to regret it.

last night I went with Laura to a bon fire at some guys house.
on the way there we rocked out to fucking 80's music.
It was amazing.
when we got there, we saw that we didnt know anyone there.
So we pretty much sat and watched everyone get drunk and high and laughed at them.
When we were going to leave one of the guys that was there was standing in the middle of the road
dancing to our loud 80's music!
and he wouldnt get out of the road
so we sat there for a while
just laughing at him.
it was great
I got home and ate then went to sleep.
RAWR.
it was a pretty weird night.
Also, I realized yesterday just how bad I wanna fuck him.
He just looked so good!!
(and there is a reason I'm saying he and not his name)

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2007-05-25T17:29:00

2007-05-25T21:33:39Z

RAWR!!
OMG!!
He looked sooooo good!!!
And I literally got weak in the knees.
No one has EVER made me so weak that I could barely walk.
I was shaking so bad!
lols
I couldnt even calm my heart down.
It was completely racing!
My heart hasn't raced like that since he left last year!
OMG!
God, I wanted to just, jump him and do him right there lolz!
Seriously tho...
No one has ever made me go weak in the knees.
I could barely stand.
It was terrible.
*sigh*
I dont wanna ever feel that from him again.
he thinks im still a kid.
IM NOT A LITTLE KID DAMMIT!
I think we just need to like...use each other.
dammit.
im not a kid...Im not the 13 year old that he met...
wish he could see it.

I will destroy you. Just wait.

2007-05-24T20:18:11Z

I don't know who you are.
But I know what you did.
And mark my words
you WILL get whats coming to you.
Karma's a bitch.
I will fucking find you and
You will regret ever touching that car
That thing is worth more than your life.
So doing sumthing like that isn't just retarded,
its extremely immature.
Vengeance.
You fucking wait.

And to everyone whos talking shit!
IM NOT GONNA STOP BITCHING ABOUT IT
UNTIL YOU STOP BRINGING HIM UP AROUND ME!
I DONT CARE IF YOUR SICK OF IT!
IF YOU WERE TRUELY SICK OF IT
YOU'D REALIZE YER BEING RETARDED FOR MENTIONING HIM
AROUND ME!
DONT TALK ABOUT HIM
WHEN IM AROUND!
AND NOTHING WILL HAPPEN
AND GUYS, JUST SO YA KNOW
IVE LIKED HIM SINCE 9TH GRADE BEFORE I MET SCOTT.
SO FUCK YOU

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2007-01-01T01:09:00

2007-01-01T05:09:42Z

Happy New Years Everyone
=)

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2006-12-21T22:35:00

2006-12-22T02:35:22Z

ok so
Voodoo Kin Mafia
can suck my cock.
k thanks

Songs for you part 1

2006-10-06T21:08:23Z

Songs for you <3

"It's Not Your Fault" New Found Glory
It was a cold California,
Even in the summer,
She was wrapped in a blanket by the pool,
There were rapid statements,
About life commitments,
A sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch,
I couldn't bare it.

It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
Please stop your crying now,
Woah,
Woah.

There was staring and seclusion,
A fine tuned way of motion,
A face wrapped for a suitor,
The sound of hearts pumping at the same beat,
Coming 'round the corner,
In almost all directions,
A sense of heat that I couldn't bare to touch,
No, I couldn't bare it.

It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(It's not your fault so please stop your crying now)
It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(It's not your fault so please stop your crying)

Now you, wait for, something, to cure this,
Well I'm here, under your downpour.

No, woah.

It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
It's not your fault so please stop your crying,
It's not your fault.

It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(It's not your fault so please stop your crying now)
It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(No, woah)
It's not your fault so please stop your crying now,
(No woah, no woah) (It's not your fault so please stop your crying now),
It's not your fault, stop crying now

"Everything I Do (I Do It For You)"- New Found Glory

Look into my eyes and you will see
what you mean to me.
Search your heart, search your soul
and when you find me there, you'll search no more.

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you 

Look into your heart and you will find
There's nothin' there to hide.
Take me as I am, take my life
I would give it all, I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more.
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

There's no love like your love
And no other could give more love
There's nowhere unless you're there
All the time, all the way

You can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah, I'd die for you

You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2006-08-08T20:54:00

2006-08-09T00:57:50Z

today was pretty good
i slept in and sat around all day, til my dad got home,
then he took me to Best Buy and I bought The DeGeneration-X DVD and the 30 Seconds To Mars CD.
then went home and watched some of the DVD, but i got INTERRUPTED!!!
so I didnt get to finish my "Shawn Michaels Is Hott" time lol..
then thats pretty much all i did, aside from seeing some very hott pictures lol
thats it tho

1-1-09

I Love You

2006-05-04T01:46:51Z

“Because You Live”

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart 
It's the end of the world in my mind 
Then your voice pulls me back 
Like a wake-up call

 I've been looking for the answer 
Somewhere 
I couldn't see that it was right there 
But now I know, what I didn't know

 [Chorus]
Because you live and breathe 
Because you make me believe in myself 
When nobody else can help 
Because you live 
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

 It's all right. I survived. I'm alive again 
Cause of you, made it through every storm 
What is life? What's the use?
If you're killing time

 I'm so glad I found an angel 
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell 
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

 [Chorus]
Because you live and breathe 
Because you make me believe in myself 
When nobody else can help 
Because you live
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

 Because you live, I live

 Because you live, there's a reason why 
I carry on when I lose the fight 
I want to give what you've given me 
Always

 [Chorus]
Because you live and breathe 
Because you make me believe in myself 
When nobody else can help 
Because you live 
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

 Because you live and breathe 
Because you make me believe in myself 
When nobody else can help 
Because you live 
My world has everything I need to survive 
Because you live, I live, I live

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2006-04-30T18:39:00

2006-04-30T22:45:05Z

went to the mall today, to get a stud for my nose
found out that they pierced it wrong
they werent sposed to use a ring
and if they did it was sposed to be an 18 gauge
instead they used a 16
yea, so im pissed
i prolly cant use a stud now, cuz it'll go right thru the hole in my nose
that pissed me off
after the mall, i came home and watched Jake Gyllenhaal movies
and reflected on how pathetic my life is..
w.e.
i cant wait til school is over
then i can sit by myself everyday cuz everyone will "forget" to call me to hang out
and i can live out my pathetic existance in peace
i hate everything right now
wtfe

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2006-04-20T23:14:00

2006-04-21T03:22:21Z

good day today..
got a new CD
Alkaline Trio "Crimson"
its really awesome
went to the mall with laura
saw Date Movie..it was pretty stupid..
not bad tho..
thats about it except
I Love Scott <333

ALKALINE TRIO LYRICS

"We Can Never Break Up"

We can never break up
We can never not show
We can never go home
No, we can never elope

We've only got one choice
So let's keep making it
And making it
Making it
And making it

A lot of things can change
A lot of tears will dry
There's no way out of your head
I can't still drink like I'm trying

I never had to work too hard
Let's keep working it
And working it
Working it
And working it

You're like a test, I can't fuck up
You're like a song in my head, like a la la la la la like a dream
Don't wake me up and if I never see the light again
Well I guess they put me in the ground with this smile on my head, my love
My love

We can never break up
We can never not show
We can never go home
And we can never elope

We've only got one choice
So let's keep making it
And making it
Making it
And making it

You're like a test, I can't fuck up
You're like a song in my head, like a la la la la la like a dream
Don't wake me up and if I never see the light again
Well I guess they put me underground with this smile on my head, my love
My love [9x]

i love you more than you will ever know...and maybe now you'll finally know...

2006-04-17T02:08:29Z

im in a weird mood...
idk if im depressed or happy
i dont have a reason to be depressed tho...
i had a good day...
i rented like 6 movies today...idk why
list:
Brokeback Mountain (yes i did rent the "gay cowboy movie" and it was hott ok? so back off lol)
Dracula 2000 (with GERARD BUTLER!!)
Flight Plan
Jarhead
Donnie Darko (yea i got 3 Jake Gyllanhall (sp?) movies and i didnt even realize it til i got home lol)
and some other movie with Heath Ledger cuz my mom like, loves him ...idk...
anyway,..
came home and watched Brokeback Mountain...
i was happy... lol
it was cute, but it made me sad
anyway...thats what i did all day...it was a boring day...
plans for this week:
Monday: ?
Tuesday: Bekah's tent party!!!
Wednesday: hanging out with Scott??? (cuz its the 19th =)
Thursday: ?
Friday: ?
Saturday: ?
Sunday: ?

so yea...thats it

what the fuck do you think love means? Its more than words and more than feelings..

2006-04-16T01:46:08Z

so today was a good day
woke up at like noon =)
went over Bekah's around 2
it was so much fun =)
except that dan almost killed me...
but yea, it was a good day
i even got to see Scott for a little bit <3
not as long as i had planned on, but its ok i guess..
hmmm...yea...thats about it...im bored..
tomorrow i have to go out to eat with my family =(
i dont want to...i dont like my family
...
anyway...
Atreyu is awesome..
just thought id let everyone know
=D
ATREYU ROCK!
<33
lol

livin_a_lie_x3 @ 2005-07-29T18:36:00

2005-07-29T22:37:58Z

this is my new LJ...it will be friends only...
i will prolly still update my Rockbouvier24 one...but im not sure...